"I am disappointed with the ruling of the Commissioner of the ECHL, while at the same time I know my action caused pain to Jordan and his family, and for that I am deeply sorry. I feel sick that I made Jordan feel attacked because of his race. That's not who I am, that was not my intent, and is not my character.
As the League determined, although my "tough guy" gesture made towards Jordan Subban was not racist in intent, I acknowledge that it was perceived as such.
I will use my time away from the game I love, to do everything I can to help in the healing process and to learn how to become a better ally. As the Commissioner also noted in his ruling, we all need to better understand the sensitivities and context of our actions.
I look forward to completing the National Hockey League's Player Inclusion Committee's learning experience and educational program. Through education to help better understand racism and unconscious bias, I hope I can be a better person, which will help me to also be a better player."
