It was 11:25, my wife came up, I had just gotten out of the shower and was literally drying my hair off. She came up crying and told me that my agent had texted me and what was going on.
I've never had anyone close to me pass away, but that was the feeling right away, I was just devastated. I'd been asked like "Hey, we're going to go in a different direction now, we need you to buy into this" and I was like "Heck yeah, I'm in, whatever we need to do".
I was blindsided because then 35 minutes later I'm on waivers for buyout and I'm like "What is happening?" I never thought of it as an indictment on my playing ability, and I never doubted that, but you do at the same time, right? Because I literally just got paid to go away.