"None of this has been easy and I get emotional when I talk about it," he said. "Look, it was an incredible experience, waited my whole life to be a part of something like that, but the way that it ended and the aftermath of it and what I had to to go through, it cost me a lot more than I was willing to give and that's unfortunate.
"But it's over now, and now I can finally put it to bed and after we talk about it. I don't want to talk about it ever again, because it cost me a lot."